Just sitting, staring at my screen not sure what to even write. It is hard for me to write anything on just any topic I have to be motivated. It not that I am not motivated, it just I have no passion to write really. If anyone reads this they got a lot of time on their hands. Time what a strange thing, we all have specific to do specific things, things can even get intense that we do not even have enough time to finish those things. I think I will name this post “Time” why not I have spoken about time for the last two sentences. Thinking of getting involved into digital journalism, not sure why maybe because I got a camera I hardly ever use and I also like news, well we shall see in due time. oh I just mentioned time again, keeping doing it time and time again. That is the end of that am wasting too much time writing this and nobody my even read it. They will see my title called time and just keep on scrolling down. It happens every TIME.
After watching Caitlin Nunez, I can highly say that she definitely deserves to be watched more often not because for a beauty but because of the content of her videos. As a Christian it is hard to find any young YouTube vloggers who genuinely as a passion and love for Christ. In her videos she as topics on the “need for Jesus” in out life’s and “how to study the bible” which is a 30 minutes video but it is still worthy watching as a developing christian it a useful skills to be able to study the bible in detail. She as uploaded many but that is just the two that came to mind.
The young lady as also been invited to preach sermons at church and seminars and they are a great listen, she also has a blog called kingdom ambassadors which is also the name of her YouTube channel. All her gives you the motivation to look within yourself and makes you want to better your self in this hard times and also question things such as why can’t we have more youth like her? As a young christian I highly recommend Caitlin Nunez. Below I list all of the things needed for any one that needs something in order to lift his/her spirituality in Christ.
Sermon she preached
Laugh the world laugh with you, cry, you cry alone
future is something everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes an hour, whatever he does, whoever he is.
It’s hard to carry on when no one loves you.
My friends listen up, you can be whatever you want even if live brings you down to your knees. I will tell you one thing that I do I get on my knees and pray. Keep your heart to Jesus and your mind on his word, Psalm 56.3 “Whenever I am afraid I will trust in you. ” I know sometimes you might slip and lose hope and your heart might lose focus, get on your knees and pray. Even if things do not happen right away just keep your faith in him and carry on. With God’s mercy and grace anything is possible.
Who is she who looks forth as the morning,
Fair as the moon,
Clear as the sun
Standing over Alex’s dead lifeless body was not the best way to start the New Year’s. The realisation that I have taken his life sunk in and I left a whole lot of remorse. But Du’aine showed no emotion. His face was like a man who has done such a thing before and was used to it, but not me a church going boy who know knew the 10 commandments like porn sites. I could not believe how it all went so wrong within a couple of hours. Du’aine starting talking but I could not understand word being said, it was like I was on another planet and my body was just passing through earth. ”Jimmy, what wrong with you, he told you you wasn’t a man kill but you showed him”. “Jimmy”. What I replied, my eyes staring straight into eye’s beautiful blue eyes which I never noticed before until tonight, his bloody dripping from right hand that held the knife. “Jesus Christ, what did you make me do” Turing towards Du’aine. “You wanted to be a part of gang that is how you get into it. Now you one of us”. That Phrase “one of us” ran through my mind I replayed it several times. In my fading mind I could feel I was going insane. I thought is this what being in a gang is all about I just wanted to be loved. Now two life’s is lost all in a blink of an eye. “I don’t want to be in any gang”. “Well what done is done, you can’t not raise him from the dead, you’re not Jesus” as he blowed his smoke in the air and spat on the floor.” You must be ready to face he consequence” as he spoke in his deep alfa male voice heading towards his stolen black BMW.
Writing is the only thing that keep sane.
All dark and gloomy my life as always been, lies I tell to others to pass the time comes back on me.